Thursday, April 27, 2006
sove this
Man I am in poor house. I am trying to save cash to go back to la and I have to spend andf not make enough to go. Is this part of God getting back at me for the harm I did. I do not say that floppily because I know I did a bad thing and I want to take the hit and get better. I am on my 3 day of no contact and I intend to keep on this road. I need to confess my sin and I have and then pray for the Lord Jesus to act in mercy. I do not know how he is going to act and I am hoping it is going to be sooner in this case then later. Here is the verse I sinned on from their prospective and my thoughts on it.
Titus 3 9 But avoid foolish disputes, genealogies, contentions, and strivings about the law; for they are unprofitable and useless. 10 Reject a divisive man after the first and second admonition, 11 knowing that such a person is warped and sinning, being self-condemned.[1]
First I made a dispute. Some there are going to say I am a Calvinist and whatever, some are going to think it was music. I am going to say to ask someone to leave the church is the thing I done wrong. Let me be careful here. I do not think not agreeing was the sin. I do not agree but to tear the place apart was my intended goal and I am not going to do it anymore. It is a place where I am telling Christians to leave a church and that is wrong. I was rejected but like I think there needs to be a outline of a process so I can make this right including forgiveness. I am not going to do it for a long time. I am typing this out as therapy and I am showing people how I am taking this and it bugs me. Now some and please correct me if I am wrong on this will say I am a New evangelical and they just can not allow me into their life’s. I do not know that for certain that is the stand but others think that. Ron thinks they are closed minds about most things. I think they are able to think however some in the movement are being fed things like we do not unite with any other type of church. I do not think they are that way however there is one couple that to me is kind and neat but if you did not agree with them they sat you down and they just told me to pray about music and ask the Lord to tell me what to like. Like take all kinds of time. Sorry I did and I still like ccm. Figures they went to 4 year Baptist schools that tell you to hate ccm and it is evil and all that trash. One of the schools does not have the teachers where I am able to email them so. If you know how to get a hold of Frank Garlock let me know.
Last night I did a bit on Hebrews 5 and I really think you need to know that and the next part to be able to get both. So I am going to place the whole context and then see where it goes
For every high priest taken from among men is appointed for men in things pertaining to God, that he may offer both gifts and sacrifices for sins. 2 He can have compassion on those who are ignorant and going astray, since he himself is also subject to weakness. 3 Because of this he is required as for the people, so also for himself, to offer sacrifices for sins. 4 And no man takes this honor to himself, but he who is called by God, just as Aaron was
Jesus is the high priest that went before the Lord God and forgave all sins. Jesus was made to die and then sat down in the holies of holies. Jesus paid the sins off for all. .
A Priest Forever
5 So also Christ did not glorify Himself to become High Priest, but it was He who said to Him:
“You are My Son,
Today I have begotten You.”
6 As He also says in another place:
“You are a priest forever
According to the order of Melchizedek”;
7 who, in the days of His flesh, when He had offered up prayers and supplications, with vehement cries and tears to Him who was able to save Him from death, and was heard because of His godly fear, 8 though He was a Son, yet He learned obedience by the things which He suffered. 9 And having been perfected, He became the author of eternal salvation to all who obey Him, 10 called by God as High Priest “according to the order of Melchizedek,” 11 of whom we have much to say, and hard to explain, since you have become dull of hearing[2]
Jesus when he was alive he had to be one of us and depend on God for all he was and would be. I know this might not be in the passage but lets think about it. Jesus on earth had to do all he did depending on praying to God the fathers. He spent many mornings on the knees praying and seeking the father’s will and help. If Jesus had to I need to and I must admit I am rather week in the prayer thing. But I am thankful and tell the Lord that even in my life I do not deserve much of the grace I get. I am a sinner and without grace I am nothing.
In verse 8 Jesus learned to obey God by suffering on the cross. Jesus forever never suffered until he came to earth. He never had to suffer but choose to out of obeying the father. Jesus did really go though tons when he came to the cross. Jesus was separated from God and that was the hell for him because he always had God to lean on. Being cut off for a time after your in God is hell. I need him everyday because he is good and loving and without God I am toast. I need to get close, that is why the stuff needs to be resolved because I need God with all my life.
In 9 Jesus is the author of salvation and the one that gives it and takes it away. Jesus is the one that did the work and died so we could be saved. He did the work for God so you do not have to work at all to be saved. Jesus gave it to you in full so you do not have to.
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[2]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
Titus 3 9 But avoid foolish disputes, genealogies, contentions, and strivings about the law; for they are unprofitable and useless. 10 Reject a divisive man after the first and second admonition, 11 knowing that such a person is warped and sinning, being self-condemned.[1]
First I made a dispute. Some there are going to say I am a Calvinist and whatever, some are going to think it was music. I am going to say to ask someone to leave the church is the thing I done wrong. Let me be careful here. I do not think not agreeing was the sin. I do not agree but to tear the place apart was my intended goal and I am not going to do it anymore. It is a place where I am telling Christians to leave a church and that is wrong. I was rejected but like I think there needs to be a outline of a process so I can make this right including forgiveness. I am not going to do it for a long time. I am typing this out as therapy and I am showing people how I am taking this and it bugs me. Now some and please correct me if I am wrong on this will say I am a New evangelical and they just can not allow me into their life’s. I do not know that for certain that is the stand but others think that. Ron thinks they are closed minds about most things. I think they are able to think however some in the movement are being fed things like we do not unite with any other type of church. I do not think they are that way however there is one couple that to me is kind and neat but if you did not agree with them they sat you down and they just told me to pray about music and ask the Lord to tell me what to like. Like take all kinds of time. Sorry I did and I still like ccm. Figures they went to 4 year Baptist schools that tell you to hate ccm and it is evil and all that trash. One of the schools does not have the teachers where I am able to email them so. If you know how to get a hold of Frank Garlock let me know.
Last night I did a bit on Hebrews 5 and I really think you need to know that and the next part to be able to get both. So I am going to place the whole context and then see where it goes
For every high priest taken from among men is appointed for men in things pertaining to God, that he may offer both gifts and sacrifices for sins. 2 He can have compassion on those who are ignorant and going astray, since he himself is also subject to weakness. 3 Because of this he is required as for the people, so also for himself, to offer sacrifices for sins. 4 And no man takes this honor to himself, but he who is called by God, just as Aaron was
Jesus is the high priest that went before the Lord God and forgave all sins. Jesus was made to die and then sat down in the holies of holies. Jesus paid the sins off for all. .
A Priest Forever
5 So also Christ did not glorify Himself to become High Priest, but it was He who said to Him:
“You are My Son,
Today I have begotten You.”
6 As He also says in another place:
“You are a priest forever
According to the order of Melchizedek”;
7 who, in the days of His flesh, when He had offered up prayers and supplications, with vehement cries and tears to Him who was able to save Him from death, and was heard because of His godly fear, 8 though He was a Son, yet He learned obedience by the things which He suffered. 9 And having been perfected, He became the author of eternal salvation to all who obey Him, 10 called by God as High Priest “according to the order of Melchizedek,” 11 of whom we have much to say, and hard to explain, since you have become dull of hearing[2]
Jesus when he was alive he had to be one of us and depend on God for all he was and would be. I know this might not be in the passage but lets think about it. Jesus on earth had to do all he did depending on praying to God the fathers. He spent many mornings on the knees praying and seeking the father’s will and help. If Jesus had to I need to and I must admit I am rather week in the prayer thing. But I am thankful and tell the Lord that even in my life I do not deserve much of the grace I get. I am a sinner and without grace I am nothing.
In verse 8 Jesus learned to obey God by suffering on the cross. Jesus forever never suffered until he came to earth. He never had to suffer but choose to out of obeying the father. Jesus did really go though tons when he came to the cross. Jesus was separated from God and that was the hell for him because he always had God to lean on. Being cut off for a time after your in God is hell. I need him everyday because he is good and loving and without God I am toast. I need to get close, that is why the stuff needs to be resolved because I need God with all my life.
In 9 Jesus is the author of salvation and the one that gives it and takes it away. Jesus is the one that did the work and died so we could be saved. He did the work for God so you do not have to work at all to be saved. Jesus gave it to you in full so you do not have to.
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[2]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
